Friday, March 08, 2002
( 8:34 AM ) ke
every morning i walk into my office, check my e-mail for any signs of hope or joy, and then look around me for answers....
as usual there are none. and so i move through my day and wonder how i will find my solution.
i want to be gone from my current life so badly. but how do you hurt children, husband, disappoint parents, and start a new life that causes so much grief for everyone else. it is just not possible... and so i hold on to what little i have...
a good life... great kids... great husband... great job.... and try to fall back in love with it all...... #